honest first.

I've never really had a blog before- nor have i ever really desired one. But moving from a small town into a bigger one, and then a huge city has made me feel... small, and a little insignificant. its made me feel free, but also trapped in my own struggles. feeling alone and like an inconvenience. 

writing down my life and my 'feelings' has always made me cling to Jesus. it makes me realize that I am small, and that i really don't have everything put together, but that with Jesus, none of that really matters. 

I've decided to start a blog so that I can express myself a little bit, and not feel like I have to hide from the people who have hurt me, or ones who don't know things that are going on in my life. 
it feels good to be able to not capitalize letters if i don't want to 
and not add a stupid comma if i don't feel like it. 

feels good.

so. here's to nothing too crazy- but a start of a new blog. 
hopefully one that is 
raw
simple
honest 
and holy. 

to start off, here's an unedited picture of me. in the moment of my first, surprisingly scary, blog post. 

horray for births!